lost

today is last day of march.
my last post was on 9 march.about 3 weeks din update le.
sorry peeps :)
tomorrow is april's fool day.1 april 2011.
time flies.
a quarter of a year has passed.


i duno y i "seem like" so busy recently.
was in jb last week.
to get back my spm results.
wad can i say?
regret?
blame myself?
but it's not use now.
yea.i was blaming myself.
i disappointed everyone in the family.
i tot i will get a scolding,but it did not happen.
daddy said it's okay,at least it's better than my bro's.
but i feel so bad.
uncle and aunt all said,go appeal for the subjects.
they said i am unlucky.
sorry.i reli feel bad for it..................................................
even bro console me by sms-ing me tat day frm s'pore.
i cried after read tat msg.
he said i have do my best.it's fine.everything will b okay.
i...reli feel bad that i disappointed you all..................


what can i do next?
what i want to do next?
seriously i am lost.
i wanna do my best.but y i cnt.
i dun believe in myself now.
i am lying to myself.
i am cheating myself in my own way.
which way should i choose next.
there are many diverged roads.
i duno.whether if i can turn bac if i choose the wrong 1.
there is no much time left now.


next choice.
i hope it will b the best for me.
everything will be alright?
i hope so.


tests 2 are cuming in 2 weeks time.
but i reli duno wad am i doing recently.
totally lost in every lecture.
wad's wrong wid me actually?
even myself duno d ans...


i noe i am emo recently.
but dun ask me y.
i duno.i reli duno.
thks all d frens,seniors who ask me wad had happened.
thks all of u who comment in my status to ask me cheer up.
tel me if i have any problems can share with u all.......
you guys reli make me warm...
although some of us juz noe each other for 2+ months...
and some of d sec sch besties...
thks for letting me know u all r still with me although we r apart for few months ady...
i reli miss u all..miss those days..
but life still go on.
all d best to u all^^






going penang tomolo~my 2nd time to go thr in these 17++ years...
abt half more month,i am officially 18.
LOL :)
happy advanced birthday to me:)

hoursss

3 more hours i will be sitting for pre-calculas test.:(
6 more hours i will be walking in pasar malam.:)
9 more hours i will be sitting in the bus back to jb.:))
17 more hours i will be in jb.wheeee:))))


i am very eager to go back now><

but i don't want do get my spm results><



recently like to use "><" this emoticon.
influenced by someone.duhhhhh........-.-"




i like him,i think......:)

ahhhhhh....................

First time reject a person.

And I feel so bad about it.:(

Sorry…really sorry if I hurt u…
it's too sudden for me...

............

test started...and i just screw my 1st test-physics.

ahhhh!!!whyyyyyyyyyyy..............T____T

careless mistakesss!and derive the wrong formulasss...

what am i doing???T_T

chemistry and pre-calculus next week....

hope that i will not screw this both tests again...

for sure physics will drop my gpa=((((((((

going back jb next wednesday night...!!!!

plan some outing eh my frenssss.....-.-

lim zhiyu i miss you so much=(((
you didn't visit me when cny breaks...:(

spm results ahhhh...gonna release soon...T_T

ganjiong o not?i dunno...

whatever the result is,it couldn't be change anymore...

life still need to go on...

should i pray that i will get matrikulasi or i should pray not to get it?

a friend said,i am different from the past...
i said,people do changed...


but i did not realize that i changed.
i am just stressed...i think...






even you change to a person that i did not know before,i think...
tat decision really...unbelievable...

damn,i screwed everything.;(


what if i said i miss you?

23022011

goshhh...become darker ady larx!!>< just because of took part in treasure hunt!!the weather was too hot T_T and my legs almost patah ady larx...walk a super duper long distance today!utp is so big...LOL...today route:chancellor complex => somewhere near mosque-.- => sport complex => v6 park => kopetro(wrong place!><) => pocket D => kopetro => pocket C => v5 basketball court => v6 park......it's so damn tiring to walk from v5 to v6!!=.="" i think we spent about 15-20 minutes to get there...>.< had a new experience today!canoe!it's fun but seriously i don't know how to control the direction...haha...luckily ming jia knew a bit about canoe,abuden i will be stucked at the center of the lake...XDD and so sorry to him because when i row then i will change the direction to the wrong 1...XD so most of time i didn' move,just let ming jia to row...he also asked me don't move,otherwise he needed to use more energy to turn back to the right direction...hahaha...he was so tired to row the canoe...heehee>< legs got bruises again T_T so pain!thanks to dennis law and the stupid coconuts...LOL...this treasure hunt remind of me during secondary school time...the annual camping activities...night journey and treasure hunt of sjam ssi are always so fun...XD...and of course more scary because both are at night...so miss those time we had fun together :( this treasure hunt is muchhhh moreeee tiring because utp is really big T_T
yesterday took part in chinese calligraphy competition...it's long time ago since the last time i wrote chinese calligraphy...i think it's more than 1 year i didn't touch it ady...XD so brave for me to take part in it...XD for sure i can say i wrote till very ugly...=.= reasons:1.)too long didn't write ady  2.)the calligraphy brush is too hard to use=.="i couldn't write properly T_T
although haven't announce the results,but i think my prizes for both competitions are gone T_T
btw,i had fun in both activities...this is just more than enough in everything :)
Red Sonata Fiesta is awesome...love it to the core!XDD
still got concert night on this coming Friday...looking forward for it!especially the chinese orchestra performance...all the best to you all and hope that it will be an exciting and successful concert night!hahaha...:)
tests next week and next next week!scared scared scared!!!!!!!!>.<
my life now:full of lectures,tutorials,labs,assignments,homework,quizzes,tests etc etc..........................................!!!!!
gonna interview a person on this coming saturday,i hate this stupid homework!!-.-"


it's almost 3am now and i am going to sleep now...having class at 8am...good night :))

.........................

*crying*
lim zhiyu where are you?T_T








當女人處於心情低潮時，麻煩不要開玩笑刺或刺激她，你會讓她情緒崩潰。


這種玩笑不是玩笑。






damn it damn it damn it.

3-2-1

Nothing is impossible, now only I believe of this.

doesn't feel anything or it's just a lie to myself?

If I said I only have 3 weeks, what would your reaction be?

I will think a lot, definitely.

Cannot bear, it’s just a matter of time. 

19022011

spent half day in ipoh today...so tiredddd>< spent a lot today...over hundred man...my money all gone...i am broke now T_T watched a movie today,sanctum...hmmmm...i rated 6.5/10 for it...>.< breakfast went for ming court dimsum...not bad not bad...nicer than jb 1...LOL...lunch went to an ji bean sprout chicken...LOL...i am so full till skip my dinner...haha...had a nice day with my friends=)) it's really fun...XD






儅一個人到毫無選擇的地步時，他該作出怎樣的抉擇？冷靜、思考、理智、不把個人因素放入考量之中、不帶任何感情，不拖累他人，當前的局勢最重要。可惜偏偏固執、不聼任何勸告卻會害了一個人的一生。當然，在遇到困境時，團結才是最重要的。不信任、不體諒、不服從，那可是會害了自己還害了別人。緊張與害怕，是最大的敵人。






spm result gonna release soon...so scared about it...i don't want it to be released...don't let me know my result pleaseeee!><


already adapt to the life here.
but a phone call,a decision will make it all different.
gonna start to countdown.


i don't know what the hell i am talking about.

12022011

had a nice badminton game with cheryl today...
exhausted but really contented...
so long didn't play like this lerx...
play about 2 hours i think?just because to wait for the stupid rain to stop...haha...


almost faint after cycle from sport complex to V1D today...=.="
cycle too fast and use too much energy i think? XD
a car honk at me and the driver wave to me during on the way back to V1D...
still wondering  who is that sia...haha...
sorry i couldn't see your face not because you drove too fast...
it's because the windscreen of the car is too dirty...XDDD
it's time to clean the car le okay?XD


dislike the food here very very much ><

happy cny

going back to hutan utp in 3 more hours...T_T arghhh...many homework didn't do...cham liao...
i still wanna cny holidaysT_T give me more holidays please! ><
gonna busy again!

let me say my story:)

2 weeks in utp passed.learnt a lot.cry a lot.laugh a lot.play a lot.eat a lot.noe lot of lovely and cute frens.noe lot of funny and helpful seniors.
MAS.really a turning point in the last day.those videos are memorable.we are one family. :) thanks to all facilators for you all outstanding performance.haha.
cannot forget the day when having medical check-up.i cried like hell when 抽血。haven't reach my turn i already start crying.so embarassing.haha.so sorry to my poor hand.haha.my arteries are hard to find.everyone looked so scared when see the person prick the needle into the back of my hand.i am different with the others.LOL.actually it's not hurt,i just cannot forget the experience when primary 4.omg.and the x-ray is so weird wey!=="
although MAS is quite torturing,but it was also very fun,especially the moral session.play many games.know each others well.i have created a good idea for the ship game,everyone copy my idea heh.remember pay me copyright fee hor.haha.

hmm...last day of moral session...get the comments from friends...thanks all lovely friends who wrote on this manila card although i don't know who wrote it actually...because we hang this card on our back=="but i know that big maria and cement are wrote by spiderman and batman==""LOL...many people notice my spec huh...thank lol=="
and many people thought that my name 'simin' is my christian name==" got people asked me what ur name behind yong because of my facebook name is simin yong...==" and got people asked why your name is not 3 words one?...........no comment...but it's not my cristian name okay...zzz...
thank you my angel,eric.thanks for your kit-kat and the soft drinks.i still left them in my room.==" haha.
you should said welcome to me,my motle(i duno how to spell it=="),chia yang.eat lot yea,bcum fatter.haha.
moral session is too fun,so many memorable scene that we cannot forget.
now just realised got 1 of the seniors looked like 盧學叡when i watched tv today=="

sunday went to ipoh with both cousins,cousin's frens:robert,joeal,han way,william and my fren,cheryl.luckily i asked cheryl to tag along otherwise don't have any other girls le=="went to tesco to buy some stuff and jusco for a movie.watched "great day" and it's a nice movie.proud to be a malaysian :) a touched movie.cheryl was shocked when saw me sobbing in the cinema.she thought she will like that only.hahahaha.don't so shocked larx...i always like that when watching a touching movie or drama...hahaha...

start class on monday...1st lesson of every subjects is briefing again...the timetable system is suck=="need to arrange ourselves...we are crazy arranging it...we are like buzzing bees in the first few days...go around the academic block...register this register that...change this change that...quite a big gang yea...haha...don't forget 1 of the rules in the handbook,perkumpulan more than 3 persons is illegal!but we have 15 of us! :) hahaha...although till now i am still a little blur,cannot remember some of you guys name...haha...at first i think xachro and pheng hian look like twins.after can differentiate them,i think zhi kai and yu hang look like twins...xDD

now still can cope with phy and chemi.coz its almost the same with what we studied during form 4.pre-calculas make me blur!i think i forgot all the maths and add maths already!OMG!buying books is a headache thing now.just wait for some books and notes that are chepaer bah!haha>.< be patient like what we learnt from buying labcoats...haha...the facilities here are great...i like the library...in utp we called it IRC(information and resources centre)...in here has the most updated info and books in whole malaysia and asia(i am nt sure abt it because someone told me so==)some people said it looked like the library that will only be shown in harry potter...haha...isn't it too exaggerating?

(taken by Dennis Law,my cousin's roommie,LOL)

this is the IRC.hmmm...in this photo only show the half part of it.xD it is really huge.LOL.wanna find a book here is really a difficult and tiring job...LOL...guys spent their time in sports complex every evening...swimming,gym etc...and i rode on dennis's bike on last friday...ride around the park near V6...there is many lakes there...jogging tracks etc...many people exercise there...seriously it looked like a place for holidays because some hostel located there...rode from V6 to V5 for dinner and i finally know the guys are very suffering...everyday need to walk so long...i feel sympathy to you all...hahaha...luckily my hostel placed nearer...bluek=P

thats all for today and i am going to sleep...back in jb already...come find me!>.<

add me: simin0416@gmail.com

palalala

have a chat with him last night.
actually i was crying at first.
i don't know he heard that or not.
:)
I MISS YOU.
this is what i want to say last night.




going back tomorrow night.
=]

a short update=)

i have many things wanna say...

since its oredi few weeks from my last post...lol...

but this will be a short update...

no time for typing too much=="

not bad in here...utp...

facilities here are good...

except for the network connection=="

everyone is aimed for 4 flat...

okay...

i admit i am scared...

they frightened me...
i just aimed for above 3.5 in the 1st place...

but now?

damn they are so smart...

damn i am stressed...

i want 4 flat too...

thanks...

thinking wanna change course or not...

every seniors said ee is d hardest in utp...

okay...fine...

*considering*

boring days

2011.almost passed half months.
i am so boring in this january.=.=
everyday like nothing to do.
sleep,tv,facebook,youtube,msn,skype,sleep.
this is like daily routine.
every night skype with frens until late midnight,almost morning==
every day sleep till noon only wake up.
what an unhealthy lifestyle yea.

monday.went for badminton with tey,goh,wen xiang and jian wei.
nice game=)so long didn't play ady.
had a nice dinner with them in master chef.

tuesday.slept about 4am and woke up about 10.30am.
what a torture for me.=.=
went out almost the whole day to buy my stuff.
almost walk into every shoes shops in tesco tebrau and jusco tebrau.
just for find a pair of 'kasut kulit bertumit yang berwarna gelap'.
wth.=.=finally found 1 in jusco but don't have my size ady.
at night went giant plentong to find.
and at last i finally bought it in tesco plentong.==
tiring man.@@

wednesday.this is the day i slept till so late.
about 2.30pm only woke up coz i slept in the morning.=.= 
went to johor jaya for lunch.
and went to cimb bank to open an account.
wanna get an atm card but the bank officer said the atm card out of stock ady.
............are you kidding with me?!
such a big bank atm card also will out of stock?!zzz...

almost 3am now and i am still awake.
this lifestyle really got problem.
can i switch it back?zzz...
gonna sleep early and wake up early starting from next week.
god bless me.=_=

3 more days and i am leaving to perak.=]

bye.

dalalala~change my bloggie back to the old template as this is the one that i like the most=)haha.

juz finish bathing after out for steamboat=D and its time for me to sit in front of computer again~haha~

又是一次的聚會。與朋友們的聚會固然是很好，但我就是討厭每一次聚會后的離別，但天下無不散之宴席不是嗎？沒辦法=( 只好下次再聚吧~~=)

almost finish packing le.1 more week.bye my bed.bye my room.bye my home.bye jb.
bye my friends=( gonna visit all my friends' house during CNY breaks!get angpau as well.hiak hiak hiak~xD

bye to you.=]  ♥


*很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不成了。一些本来很好的友情，最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去了。表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。然而你可能永远都不甘心只是朋友……*

saw this from weibo.i should be glad that.you are still my friend.=))


*哭，并不代表我屈服；退一步，并不象征我认输； 放手，并不表示我放弃；微笑，并不意味我快乐。*

Inbox me any number between 1 and 1000 and I'll make my status your number and what I think about you:)

i tink dis is quite fun and i want to record it in my blog as well so i wun forget wad i wrote b4 to u all=D

‎1111:) u hor...is illiterate o wad?i said 1-1000 den u inbox me 1111=_=你啊你，有時候傻傻的，有時候很瘋狂。要相信自己okay?還沒做的事記得要勇敢去做=D不要氣餒。哈哈。我很愛你♥ 謝謝你這幾年來的照顧！呵呵。感謝你一直以來都陪在我身邊呀。=]不管以後如何，我還是會一直記得你的。記得不要每次在大庭廣衆之下發酒瘋okay?:D

‎8888:)又是一個搗亂的！xD 你呀。整天看上去就是笑嘻嘻的:D 非常喜歡你那爽朗的笑聲!你是個大好人。又很聰明~以後有空的話我們再一起去打羽球，okay?=]印象中我在你面前哭過一次，哈哈。嚇到你啦？不好意思呀~哈哈~認識你真好:)all the best in your future and friendship forever=D

‎1001:) one more illiterate!xD you are a nice and beautiful gal.we bcum more familiar to each other when form 4 rite?u oso sot sot d...sot plug!xDD remember once u r my wife?but y u dun love me anymore?T_T all the best for ur future okay?since you have set up ur mind to study overseas,so do ur best kay?take care and friendship forever.=D
 
‎038:) finally gt someone send a num in d range..haha...bt hor...translate frm d number..this 3 num r for u,totally suit u the best,你三八！哈哈哈。與你的回憶有很多很多，說幾天幾夜都說不完。我們很喜歡半夜煲電話粥，每次都是你害到我不能睡覺！睡眠不足啊。哈哈。每次和你在一起，都是瘋瘋癲癲的，我喜歡這種大家在一起玩閙的感覺。要記得，我說過我很相信你。=]和我一樣，很愛哭。呵呵。要堅強，加油。還有很多的話以後再説！哈哈。你的紀念冊到現在我都還沒有寫完，不好意思咯。謝謝你的出現，朋友。♥ 要好好決定自己的將來，okay?all d best=))
 
‎987654321:) such a long num yea=_=you are a funny person!and of coz,you r d best photographer!shud thk me for giving u dis title yea..haha xD 我覺得你很好，對每個朋友都很好。手工也是很不錯一下，會做一些特別的東西送給朋友。和你同班過幾年，你在班上也是很吵一下的咯，可是有時又很像怪怪的，靜靜的。=_=你和那個痲糬每次一斗起嘴來就是沒完沒了，吵死了~！呵呵。有時也是很愛作弄人。你會去poly啊？不管怎樣，希望你能達成屬於自己的夢想，加油=)以後有空一起去吃吃換，打打丘呀~哈哈~ gud luck and friendship 4eva=DD
 
‎1016:) noe u since last year rite?cnt imagine we can bcum quite gud..sori for so late to post dis and i bet u muz b sleeping rite nw...haha...u r nice n beautiful...n u r brave...=] hope u wun b emo again since u get d rite thing..haha...congratz to u..last year we keep saying wan to take photo 2gether b4 spm but at last we din take any,rite?so sad=( all d best to u and may u 2 b blissful 4eva...keep in touch yea!=))
 
‎752:) .......actually i duno wad 2 say...hahaha...to u,i am reli totally speechless...xD noe u better since this year...reli is dis year although 2day juz 7 jan..haha xD u r reli funny,sumtime act like a gay yea?xDD u no nid go learn driving le la coz u already is a pro..lolx..haha..dun simply laugh at others le okay?!so bad..xD all d best to u and friendship 4eva=))
 
‎0211:) hi spiderman=D thks for being my wdtjg(stil rmb dis?haha)這一段時間真的很謝謝你。你是個很好的朋友也是個很好的姐妹！xDD 雖然你這只豬每次都欺負我，但我大人不記小人過！哈哈~你也很容易讓人擔心一下，因爲你有時像個小孩子一樣。你傻傻的，但有時說的話卻會讓我嚇到一下。有時的你其實很有想法，但還是需要別人的建議。你是個孝順的兒子，疼弟弟的好哥哥，對家人都很負責任=) 要去讀書了啊，加油叻！=D 以後還需要看到你，真是一種折磨呀。哈哈哈哈~all d best and friendship 4ever=)))))
 
‎0531:) u r a nice n smart gal.i rmb we r quite close when form 2 rite?u r d oni 1 hu same class wid me the most during d 5 years secondary schtime..u r cute sumtime.haha.sumtime like a glue like to stick wid ppl..xD u r very hardworking but oso very playful~gud in art oso..last time ask u to teach me how to make a star using straw bt now stil haven teach me yea.haha.u r very romantic oso..haha..hope u have a blissful life wid him yea..do rmb to invite me to ur wedding..xD if i din rmb wrong,last time u said wanna b a dentist rite?hope u can ahcieve it..jiayou♥ gud luck and keep in touch yea=D

‎549:) sori 4 so late to post dis..haha..noe u since form 2 yea?sumtime very weird and sumtime very emo oso..haha..wad i wan to say is juz sorry and thank you.=D be brave to get wad u wan,okay?jiayou.=]all d best in study yea?u wan go australia rite?b4 going muz tel me yea.haha.friendship forever yea=)))

‎01:) finally its ur turn!xD this ppl ar,keep asking me to be faster=_=noe u since last year in tuition rite?coz we r nt in d same sch,so i duno u well oso==n we same tui 4 few months oni..u r 1 of my frens' cousin rite?(i am nt pretty sure abt dis._.) 在我印象中，你很像靜靜的叻。但我想，你也是一個很廢很搞笑的人。遇到比較熟的人，才會有很多話講。因爲每次看你跟XXXXX很好談哦~哈哈。希望以後能更加地認識你咯，okay?haha.說真的，我連你的華文名我都不知道叻=_=麻煩告訴我一下。哈哈。all d best n keep in touch yea=]=]=]

‎1005:) u sent me dis num bcoz of the time?haha..u r my best buddy n my best bf xD我們有很多話聊，經常聊到深夜都不睡。你很聰明，只是有點懶惰(?)你超愛打dota=_=你啊，牙尖嘴利，經常欺負我。哈哈。以後讀書要常常看到你了~xD 要好好照顧我，不然你就死定了！xDD 你的鬼主意很多，很厲害頂嘴~很帥也很可愛~哈哈哈哈~~很愛搞笑~總之就是很好很好就對了~有什麽需要補充的以後再説！哈哈~all d best=)))

‎3:) i dunno u well leh~zz...hmm...i noe u r tall...gud in sports...c u play volleyball b4,quite well...haha...u veri smart oso rite?haha...i tink sumtime u veri emo oso lerh~dun b emo,stay happy okay?haha...u r veri playful oso when u r wid ur gang~wish u all d best in ur studies~muz work hard yea~jiayou jiayou!=D gt gf o nt ar u?hope u find 1 soon!hahaha x)) gud luck=]=]=]

‎222:) we r gud when form 1.bt after nt same class agn den bcum nt tat close anymore:( u r veri clever n hardworking...n tiny tiny very cute..haha..so skinny..muz eat more ah~~haha~~u r veri funny oso,always joke wid frens..wish u all d best in ur future and friendship 4eva~keep in touch=D

‎123:) u r sweet n pretty=D hmm...how to say...if i say tat i tink many ppl wil noe is hu ady~haha...do things faster okay?do fast,write fast,eat fast,walk fast,talk fast..n louder oso!hahaha...nw working dy wor~dun b so shy yea,later ur boss will scold u!xD b brave and confident...jiayou:D dun always jump jump jump again yea~hahaha u get wad i meant?LOL all d best for ur future and friendship 4eva=)))


‎49:) u r a very noisy person.xD we bcum closer when form 3.也就是從那時開始才比較了解彼此。原以爲你很安靜，但後來才發現我看錯你了！哈哈。我們好像很久沒有一起出去了，要記得約我。哈哈。你是個很好的朋友。不管發生什麽事都會告訴我。你要加油，okay?要堅強，這是我常對你說的話。你的責任很大。=D 不要哭，要記得你還有一群朋友在你身旁支持你。=] 不管以後如何，你都不能忘記我厚~哈哈哈~你永遠都是我的好姐妹。♥ all d best~gud luck=)))

‎0202:) noe u since very small..haha..u r veri tall and good in sports..你很聰明。爲人很好，説話輕聲細語的，不容易發脾氣。對家人也很好。經常很愛跟我開玩笑，一直打鬧~~哈哈~謝謝你成爲我的好朋友=D 還有很不好意思我還沒有寫你的紀念冊。不要罵我呀~哈哈。all d best yea=D friendship forever~

‎137:) noe u since form 4 rite?在這2年裏，我們經歷過很多。你很好，但也很傻。不要再傻傻的了，okay?不要再讓自己傷心，不要做錯決定。要勇敢，要堅強，要堅信自己所作的是對的。接下來最重要的是要好好面對你的學業。加油。要好好照顧自己，不要一直生病。謝謝你，一直以來都是我很好的朋友。不要忘了我，kay?♥ 不開心時就告訴我一聲，我願意聆聽你說的每句話。不然就唱唱歌。all d best in ur studies=D keep in touch=))))

‎108:) we bcum closer when last year same tui rite?i did not know tat u r such a noisy and crazy gal b4...haha...i tot u r very quiet 1 u noe?haha...u r veri clever...u r soft n gentle too...haha..sumtime very funny and loves to joke=D sori for dissapoint u coz u r nt d 1st for using weibo..hahahaha XDD all d best to u and frriendship 4eva=]=]

‎1125:) hmm...i am wondering y u wil send me num..haha..quite shocked yea..xD i noe i always keep laughing whenever i c u...hahaha...i reli duno y as i said u have a funny look!hahaha...說真的，你的一舉一動真的很好笑，很滑稽！講話有時又會口吃。哈哈哈。與你不是很熟啊，我只知道每次我看到你都會笑就是了。哈哈。希望你能完成你的夢想~加油呀~friendship 4eva=D

‎6699:) 剛要開始打的時候，一串聲音在我腦海裏響起。你知道是什麽聲音嗎？那就是你的笑聲！哈哈哈~嗯，很特別的笑聲啊。哈哈。感覺上認識你不很久的時間，也是到了去年才比較熟一點，對嗎？=D 你也是瘋瘋癲癲的啦。不知道爲什麽我的朋友都這樣，結果也搞到我瘋了。哈哈哈。你也是常常說一些怪怪的話，跟一個怪怪的人很熟(就是你剛說的那個！XD)總之一個字形容你，怪！哈哈。going to study A-level rite?hope u achieve ur dream~all d best and keep in touch yea!=D

‎4321:) sori for so late oni post dis for u.haha.hmm...long time din c u ady..n i tink i 4gt how u looked like ady.haha..xD i tot u r veri quiet person b4 u noe?but last time tat outing make me tink tat u oso veri talkative,funny n playful.haha..nt so close wid u so i duno u well oso..=_= so keep in touch yea=] study well and all d best=)))

‎0007:) one more zero d james bond?o lucky 7?haha xD jkjk..你很好，無法形容的好。表面上看起來嘻嘻哈哈的，但實際上心裏藏有很多別人有所不知的秘密。永遠都不會知道你在想些什麽，因爲你深透莫測。關心別人是你的優點也是你的缺點。你要開心，不要每次擔心一些無謂的事情。遇到對自己不好的事要學會反擊，不要只是一味的沉默。加油。要常笑~=D 哈哈。還有不要懶惰，要勤勞一點知道沒？呵呵。keep in touch yea=]gud luck and friendship 4eva=))))

‎969:) shocked when c u inbox me.haha xD let me think 1st ah...=.=hmmm..we seldom talk in sch,even 10 sentences oso dun hav in a year..haha..but noe u better when same club wid u last year..to me,u r nice n smart..treat all ur friends well and very helpful...but somtimes very playful oso...haha..i duno wads ur plan for future so juz wish u luck and hope u can achieve ur dream=D all d best 4 u and friendship 4eva=]=]=]

i want to be boys if i could choose

something have changed now.
it's not like they forbid me to go.
it's just like not encouraged me to go.
from the start until now,they changed and changed.
i have fixed my mind for going there though,
but then they told me engineer is really not a good path for a girl.
okay,reality is always cruel.
women engineers cannot make a big success yea?
sexism yea?

they are letting me to go.
they said don't mind to spend 5k for me to study for d 1st sem.
after getting the SPM results,just decide whether want to change course or change uni.
they said,it's not a waste.
they said,it's an experience,at least you learn something.
so if i am back to jb few months later,
don't doubt it,
and seriously i am not "dibuang" by the uni okay?haha
this choice is so weird,
drop it after 1st sem.
or maybe i will complete my foundation course.
it is wiser yea?


don't choose the wrong path,
it will be a regret afterwards.

leave for perak in 13 days.
i am going to lead a uni life.

告訴我

告訴我你讓多少人心醉
告訴我你讓多少人心碎
告訴我我還能夠相信誰
告訴我我對你的信任是否因此瓦解
告訴我告訴我告訴我
告訴我一切的一切
告訴我我想知道的一切



2011年1月1日
讓我把所有都留給昨天
讓我走入新生活
今年會更好
希望這不再是安慰自己的話

愛自己。最好。

For you=]

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/simin0416/28514967

Mr. Kee, this is for you. Get the password from me okay? You have the right to decide whether you wanna read it or not...But I really hope you can read it.=)

photos~~

here are some photos in this trip=))))

♥yu,min in the ferry to pangkor island~gt titanic feel wor~~xDD

♥向左走向右走=)))

♥nie,min in pangkor island=))

 ♥rh,min in pangkor island=))

♥group photo who went for sunrise watching=))

 ♥yeah~~v^.^v



♥group photo in pangkor beach=))

♥min,grace,yu in pavilion=))

unforgettable trip=))))

我回來了=)
這是這個月的第三篇。
還真是難得呀。
好久好久沒到這裡凃凃寫寫了。


back from a fun trip...its an unforgettable one for all of us...i cannot believe that actually i studied in a crazy school with all my crazy friends!hahahaha xDD


heading to pulau pangkor abt 8pm on 22 dec...we all were so high in the bus...we were actually taking an airplane instead of a bus rite?hahaha...reach jetty abt 5am but there is no ferry for us...so we just have to wait...take breakfast in a coffee shop in pangkor island and we went for snorkelling abt 10am...almost everyone injured after snorkelling=(we played a lot and take a lot of photos at the beach...and d banana boat=))yap and me went to rent bicycle on evening...we cycled around the island while everyone were resting and sleeping in the house...some even went for dota le huh...haha...went out again when everyone woke up...all of us cycled around island...again for me...so tired@@ we were bicycle gang!hahaha...barbecue at night!after barbacue,its game time!we played "king game"...so miss the time we all laughing,crazy together...and of coz d punishment in d game!>.<


woke up at 5 stg in the next morning...but actually i only sleep abt an hour...==some of us were going to watch the sunrise~at first we went to a wrong place...that place can watch sunset but not sunrise!omg...luckily gt a person told us otherwise we might be missed it!we cycled at a high speed to d destination as it was quite far...reach there around 6.15am...we thought we r late!but actually d sun rise at abt 7.10am...zzzzzzz...all we need to do is WAIT again=.=meanwhile we took a lot of photos!=))


after back from sunrise watching,we tidied ourselves and pack all our stuff...its time to the next destination-KL!reach KL abt 4 stg i tink...after resting and take a bath,we went to timesquare!its traffic jam time though...reach thr already abt 7pm le~walk around and find a place for dinner...went for carl's jr in pavilion for dinner with yu,grace,du du and yap...nice burger indeed...xD but i missed d most is d french fries!haha...>.< walk around wid yu,grace n du du around pavilion...there are people anywhere!LOL it was so crowded!


christmas countdown!although din play d snowflakes wid my frens(bcoz they r all crazy already!!!!so scary!!!xD),dudu and me oso had a nice memory...haha...our memory is keep running away from all d crazy people!!!xDD our mission is completed!hahaha...xD we r so high when countdown christmas!hope we can countdown again in the future=))) after bac to hotel,me,yu,grace,theng and dudu chat until 4++am...omg...am i a robot?no need to sleep at all@@ but then they all sleep already,left me and yu...we continue chat until our room phone rang:" hello.這裡是北京101..." hahahaha...damn funny...its from room 302!room especially for crazy people!!!xD me and yu went to room 302...we are all insane!sori guys...i noe i am scary...i could not control my emotions already!its true,believe me!hahahahaha~~but hor...happy tree friends is really very funny larx~haha...i think the time that i fell asleep is already 6++am...i slept less than an hour that day...suddenly felt that i am so geng~hahaha...


going to sunway lagoon in d next day!at first i veri hesitate duno wan go o nt...bcoz most of my best frens are nt going=( bt at last i went thr oso!14 of us went thr i tink...its quite fun!haha...i am nt regret for going there!the pirate ship is quite scary==thk to yy for accompany me most of d time~!haha~walked to sunway pyramid abt 6pm...find a place for dinner wid yy,lc and lik...really sorry to you guys...i have not enough sleep so maybe my mood is not that good...thks for accommodate me=))we went to eat ramen...after dinner is shopping time! i was following 3 guys so how am i going to shop?i can tell lc and lik were very boring...they were keep chatting outside the shop for waiting me n yy whenever we entered any shops...hahaha...luckily yy is a shopping spree too...o mayb he is used to accompany his mum to shop already...he will be a nice and good boyfriend in the future=))we both had some gains after shopping...i bought a short pants in padini and a shirt in body gloves...he too bought a shirt in body gloves and a shirt frm another shop(i 4gt wad tat shop called) and tat shirt is me choose for him d...heeheeheee=))meet other frens at 9.30pm(or 8.30?@@) and we r bac to hotel!after bathing,its game time again!king game again!we all drank some beer and we are all drunk!hahaha(p/s for nie:u r d most sober one!xDD)seriously d punishments are more more more scary than d one we played in pangkor...mostly kiss kiss kiss...zzz...okay...i couldn't forget d punishment i got=-=


26 dec...heading to genting highlands around 8++am...after settled down our luggage den went to outdoor theme park...played a lot nice and thrill games wid frens...but i oso played some chidish games!xD cannot believe that i sit d "小飛象" and "旋轉杯"...haha...it had been a long time i din play these 2 lerx...XDD after buffet lunch went to outdoor played again...used much time in line up for every games...=.=after dinner,dudu was not feeling well and back to hotel first for rest...went to outdoor again and after is d snowhouse!its so cold and slippery in d snowhouse!we played indoor games til abt 1am...haha...all of us are so energetic!went to starbucks to have some coffee and chit-chatting til abt 3am...next we wanna go to pub to have some beer but that time is already too late...most of the pubs closed already...no choice so we walk around outside the hotel...we all must be crazy already...the weather is so cool!!at last some of us back to hotel to play games and some went to old town cafe...haha...i cannot forget the game that we played!hamburger!actually its a childish game but we played til so high!!!XDDD i can remember the time that i leave that room...its 6.30am already!and we need to wake up on 7.30am...omg...another day that i slept less than an hour...hahaha...had a nice breakfast wid dudu since she had enough sleep already!haha...after breakfast back to hotel room tidied and packed all our stuff...the next activities is bowling!i cannot remember how many games i played...3 games i tink?hahaha...went to cable car station around 4 pm and we are going to bac to jb!had a lot of fun in cable car!toh ji tui toh ji tui toh ji tui~~~xDD everyone sleep soundly on the way back to jb...everyone are exhausted...reach jb around 12am...and tats the end of our crazy trip=))))




it's our memory...hope everyone have fun...everyone are crazy in this trip...when can we crazy again?
all the best to you all,my friends...thank you for making this trip a memorable one...=]=]=]=]