go which 1??T.T

thinking thinking thinking...
considering considering considering...


should i go to 30-Hour Famine,go back jb,or stay in room study for my bio test 2a next weekends??
how laaa......which 1 should i choose T-T
scared go le 30-Hour Famine i don't have time and energy to study bio le...
but it's such a waste to miss this event...
and i wanna go back jb badly laaaa...if not going back next week then i have to wait till end of august le laaaaa T-T
HOWWWWWW????
who can tell me how???which 1 will you choose????




23.
日子一天一天的过，叫我如何才能不想你？
对我说，教我，该如何做决定。

26072011

be cheer,simin! :)
face all the challenges...you are not alone :)
(still lazy to study,tell me how?T_T)


smile after every cry.
smile yourself being so silly.






NUS or NTU
wait for me okay?
open your door and welcome me please. XD

p/s:why both NTU n NUS logo got a lion and tat lion raise 1 of its legs,seem like waving to u XD n both d lions' tails curl in the same way...lol...alike logo...=.= haha XD

20.

我不能一直在你身边照顾你，问候你，但我的心一直是在想着你的。希望你在那里会过得很好，对不起我不能一直陪你。

有人在身边是好的。感动的话，听再多都不会腻，但几次就够，知道你在他心中，就好。

24072011

原来我是脆弱的。
不要碰我，你承担不起受伤后的我。

oh my gosh.have been wasting my time on fb and dramas in this weekend!ish...


how la how la...no mood to study at all :'(
test 2 is coming in 1 month time!!!
nope,bio test is coming in 2 weeks D:


emo this few days...very emo...really emo...


my pillow has the smell of my tears,and saliva XDD


wanna back home laaaa...:'(


i was really wrong,really really wrong...
make so many wrong decisions...i screwed my life at 1st...
i can't blame anyone,at least i know i can't...
i wan the one who to be blamed...




stop crying,stand in front of mirror,slap yourself and get a life please.




不要抓着不属于你的东西，或许那会好过些。


为何你总爱钻牛角尖呢？


别再糟蹋你的生活了。
*who is murmuring beside my ears?*




18.
感情，是需要维持的。女人，是需要呵护的。

hmph!

为什么你就不能好好的跟我说话？
鸡蛋糕，死猪头，我讨厌你。

22072011

*woke up in the midnight is ain't a good thing.ish.*


chemistry lecture cancelled today :D and miss choong gave birth le!feel happy for her :D congratulations!


so because of the class cancelled,we went jusco!7 people squeezeeeee inside a myvi!actually is 5 persons squeeze in the back seats of a myvi...oh my gosh!hahaha...talking and laughing all the way to jusco...hahaha^^


bought a book from MPH,and it's TSGS!1 of my favourite books...volume 21 already!everytime check in popular also didn't see it released...so long didn't buy it le and i missed volume 20!ishhh...couldn't find it in MPH!>.<
and bought a shirt from FOS...bought the same shirt with si wei and the image on it is two cuteeee pandas...:D it's the way soooo cute!XD
and lunch,mcd!okayyyy...just found out i eat it weekly!O.O 
last last last week eaten a fillet o fish at mcd near here...last last week eaten an apple pie and a sundae at mcd kl sentral...last week eaten a gcb at larkin terminal before i back kl...and this week eaten a fillet o fish at mcd jusco...hmmmm......unhealthy unhealthy...should cut down fast food!!!!!


loo loo brought her younger sis to MS class today!haha...her sis is sooo cute...people keep staring when we enter the class because brought a little kid inside!XD btw,i finished a High School Musical movie!hahaha...really like watching movie,ate mamee and twisties with loo's sis while watching...okay,don't doubt it,i was talking about MS class and i watched it during the whole lecture...haha...>.< brought her sis enter the library too...luckily the guard didn't ask anything and don't allow her to enter...he just looked at us and smile to us...haha^^


wanna go home sehhh...countdown in 1 month time...=.=




17
沟通，是一门深奥的学问。少了与你的沟通，我什么都不是。

........................

I HATE DOTA I HATE DOTA I HATE DOTA.






DAMN.

21072011

wheeee...received a message from daddy and he bank in already...so happy^^ XD


nice chemistry experiment today...finally not titration again...XD
but,broke a crucible today-.-"
oh well,actually i didn't break it nehhh...it cracked itself when i washed it =.= sweat lo...


miss choong gonna on leave and 待产 starting from next week...hope she will have a healthy and chubby baby :) last chemistry lecture with her tomorrow T_T
and it means that we gonna have a new chemistry lecturer...hope he is not a freak like the physics lecturer =x


saw people playing erhu at canteen foyer today!
miss the time playing erhu in utp with eho,irene,ruth,han way,ming jia,yuhang,shook peng and zhen teng...T_T
fun time together although i just learnt 1 song...really miss it so much...when i can touch a erhu again?






15.
思念是一种很玄的东西。

20072011

bought 1 blouse and 1 pant online :D
instead of saying "bought",i think i should say chose them online.
coz after place my order,i sms-ed my dad and asked him to help me bank in d money,and i am not the one who pay it XD so bad huh me...hehe...but daddy didn't reply me nehhhh...duno he wil help me bank in or not XD


kabboooommmm...don't understand the notes-.- read 2 lines then start playing games...wanna study from 9pm but still keep onlining non-stop=.= relaxing heh?haha...should lock my lappy away :O hmmmm.......




study laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa weyyyyy >.<






14.
although you are not by my side,but you are always in my heart.

boom!

table full of stuff >.<

on the wall

lim zhiyu you see you are so important to me,either on my table or on the wall,both got the present that u gave me XD nice photoshop indeed,that photo in the picture of my table,seem like we really kissing-.- yuckxxxx =P heeheeee...

with my lovely bun bun^^

say cheeseeee :D

taken this after MS class today XD all in whiteeee shirts...haha...

this few days become sot ady :O keep photo shooting and laughing and playing and not concentrating in class haha LOL

got the highest marks for phy and maths in class...bwahahaha ._."

^~^

yeah...i am back in home sweet home,again. :)
although tired because of the journey,although do the same thing at home as what i did in kl during night,keep surfing net,but the feeling is so different.
i feel good,at home.who doesn't? :]
it will always be the right place,isn't it?


test 1 is over this tuesday.and got back some papers already.
satisfied with the results or not?i don't really know.
but it's in average,i think.
test 2 is in august.about 1 month time from now.the syllabus in test 2 are much more than in test 1.hmmm...gonna lock myself in the room,and lock my laptop as well.=~=


*chatbox changed.LOL.






一天一天的过去，每一天都在数着、算着，到底我几时才能够再遇见你。
思念，一天天地堆积着，彼此拥有着同一个信念，好吗？:)

我一直都在这儿。

09072011

weekdays busy and tired like hell.
weekends boring like hell.
from the moment i wake up,on comp,and then fb+playing games non-stop till now.zzz


finally,terrible test week passed,although next mon n tues still got pure maths and applied maths test.
hmmmm...keep cheating during test =x hahaha...cnt do this next time yea!XD




duno gonna do what now.i am damn boring=\ zz



oh yea...my phone officially dead...=.= so wan contact me please text or call my maxis number(017),dun find me via my digi num...thanks^^(signal damn lousy in my room@@)



终有一天，任何一方都会被伤害的，不是吗？




我是坏人。
我是笨蛋。
我到底怎么了？




如果林芷妤在这里，她一定又会骂我是傻婆。=\

update update

the so-called angry birds.LOL

present from sin siang and the others from methodist church when i left utp.wondering so many peoples give me this only?there are wishes from them inside the tummy of this little bird^^when i feeling depressed of studying,i will take some papers out,read them through,see the encouragement they had given me,thinking why am i be here at the moment...i shouldn't give up...shouldn't regret on anything anymore......

my bed

bun bun is beside my pillow♥still a xi guan for me to hug it to sleep...my blanket is nicely fold.LOL:) he used to like nagging at me when we skype and saw my blanket just spread untidily on bed...i would just talk back to him saying that at night also need to use 1...no need to fold larh~!=~=

gp test...status:die

chemi test...status:N/A

bio test...status:N/A

applied maths test...status:N/A

physics test...status:N/A

malaysian studies test...status:N/A

pure maths test...status:N/A

aza aza fighting starting from tomorrow!!!!!RAWRRRR!!!!!!!!

:why you reject him?

:then why you reject me?

this answer was in my mind,but i didn't say it out.

你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让无尽的夜陪我度过
你知道我在等你吗?
你如果真的在乎我
又怎会让握花的手在风中颤抖
莫名我就喜欢你深深地爱上你
在黑夜里倾听你的声音